You Do Not See

You do not see it, do you
Your mundanity, your superficial vanity
I plea for your reciprocity
Some hint of legitimacy

Damn you for your mundane foolishness
Your dinettes and your nooks
Your pristine homeschool perfection

I did not have those things
I could not have those things
And I am not jealous
But I doubt your charity

Yes, it is not worth our while
To dwell in this empty domicile
Your perfection of perfect living rooms 
And kitchens of polished marble style

To this we have upended our 
Foolish confessional
And I have sold my soul to something
I think is deeper than 

Deeper than this damnable comfort
This marble counter-top and vestibule
Call Anselm and Augustine
On their eternal mobile number

What have we devised for us
But foolish needs for less dust
And machines that make us less of us

RUN to your solace, your crucible
The confession you have no recourse
but to run to your only hope
Despair of all you've wasted
And turn to all you hid from 

The hope of your eternal flame
Is not that beautiful firepit on the patio
It is the thing you find
on the Sabbath
Your only hope,
Your only recourse
your only redemption

That Savior who loves you
And nothing else
He who has redeemed you
In his death, his obedience
That thing you CANNOT complete
You fool, you must run
To him, nothing else

And leave your foolish counter-tops
Your beautiful bathrooms
And your nativity
Sets.

Your forgiveness lies in your Master
Genesis through The End.
Go to bed, now, faithful
For your rest
Is In Him

Cleanse This Crumbled Heart

O in your halls
I must fall slowly
With reverence
Upon my face
To bare my breast
For your holy sword

Pierce me
Render to death this flesh
Give breath to my crumbled chest
That I might return
Tomorrow to thee
To thy chastening and mercy

Let me find my hope
In your glorious halls
Where I must die
As you before me
Let me bear the hem
Of your purple robe

Cause this crumbled heart
To beat once more
Lift my countenance
That yours may shine upon
I have not strength
Have mercy on me a sinner

Cleanse this crumbled heart
Cause your seed to root within
Water it with your words
Tune my song to yours
That I might sing your glory
And revel in your story

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Originally published
August 27, 2013
June 9, 2010

Justified

O, what is this?
O, what have you done?
O, what you have done

Like the fellow who hung
There just beside you
Lived his whole life
Perishing, perishing

Who, in a moment
Heard your Spirit
His foot in a grave
And you snatched him from it
Alive, alive

We want this paradise
Like you promised him
Didn’t thank you
For making him good
You made him live

He cried to you
like the poor wretch there
There by the priest
He knew only you
Dead and Risen

You died and rose
You are the root
You are our fount
The one who died
The one who rose

Raise our cups
In Christ, you
For you alone
Are our redemption
And our perfection
Your glory